went shopping w QQ yest. ha saw a nice Swatch watch. veri colorful! but it's plastic so i dunno if i shld buy not=(

fun n gay time at charlene tan's house today! w jing n dan! ha ate lotsa food once again n my godiva chocolates rock my socks totally man. yummy. although i cant believe tt jing nv ever heard of godiva before. my god. shes hopeless. hahaha played mahjong n watched maid in manhattan! nice movie n i won a game of mahjong. i think im pro. HAHA!!! when i told jing we're watching MAID in manhattan, she was thinking MADE in manhattan. i salute u man.


i take my hat off you, jing. haha.

i muz finish my newspaper cuttings by tmr. i MUZ. i dun care. i muz find e determination. GO!

wahahaha. i was glad i had dinner w charlene. if not i'll nv ever noe bout it cos i'll not tell her anything n she'll not tell me anything too. haha! insider info, cannot reveal =P ahahaha! stop making me confused k charlene tan! HAHA shocking news, luckily i dun hav heart attack. 'confused' is e word of e day for us.ha!! hope i din scare u w e crap i thot abt on an impulse.hahah!

oh no e above para sounds totally wrong. sounds as if we're in love w each other, charlene! no no no, wrong. haha!

had ogl meeting today. ha Valhalla (is tt how u spell it?) rocks totally. our banner too. talia's gd at drawing! ha i think we're damn cool k. everyone was super paranoid bout their banners n stayed back to paint em after e whole meeting. valhalla simply folded e banner, kept it n left! HA.cool~
my grp isnt tt bad after all!nice ppl!! ha however, our attendance every meeting kinda sucked. guess everyone's juz busy w TSD, attachments n holidaying, tt's why. i bet we'll b e best grp! did really gay stuff during our lunch at pasta mania=)

met up seeman n steph today for a short while! really nice to see seeman again huh. she still looks e same! dun revamp ur wardrobe spongebob! stay kiddy, juz like steph n i! tshirt, shorts n slippers n off we go to orchard!haha!

ha den met up w jiali(finally!), char, jing, dan , lee. haha had fun talking to em. hopefully we can go char's house n eat n play mahjong on wed!!!!

yay daddy bought sony cybershot DSC-N1 digi cam for QQ n i yest! damn cool man! 8.1megapix, 3-inch screen n a touch screen! WOW~~ lovely!

i couldnt get to sleep last nite. i dunno why. insomnia. haha maybe too much of kennysia.com. or maybe i was juz thinking...

ha steph told me to read tis blog, www.kennysia.com.

all i can say is, GOOD. *thumbs up sign*

ha damn crappy n it really keeps me entertained. go n read peeps. u'll really laugh ur ass off.HAHAHA!!!! all e gay photos.

bev has no general knowledge, really. she shld giv up her job attachment w mfa to ash. my god... met up w both of em yest at ps after bev knock off. she was early n i was late for e first time. ash, late as usual. ha andy, too tired to move after odac trip. haha ate ljs for dinner. (pls,i had it e day before too. at e same place, ps ljs. im not eating it for a month, i swear.)

we played stupid games while eating. ha tt was when we discovered bev has ZERO general knowledge. worse than me. hahaha! to think tt shes a geog student, she doesnt even noe tt spain's capital is madrid. !!!! GOSH save her pls! she doesnt even noe tt russia produces oil. i think she had been living in a well for her past 17 years. im really amused by her 'ignorance' n impressed by ash's awareness of EVERYTHING in e world + space. HAHA!! smart means smart, we can nv beat him.

really fun ganging up w ash to bully dabian aunty. HAHA dun let her eat our chocolate pastry fr delifrance. HAHA!!!

yay andy brought back rocks fr tt active volcano tt he climbed. so cool! haha=)

mr krabs, patrick n squidward!




tis pic looks kinda freaky. look at e hands on our shoulders. ha but we're still happy creatures under e sea!=)

hahaha i reached smu at 820am tis morning. cos i left home so early (like 8am) in fear of a jam on ecp. sadly, there wasnt any jam. tis sounds wrong. but ya, no jam means i will be there so freaking early like some kiasu freak since my interview only starts at 9am. true enough, i was rotting away tt past half an hr reading my chi storybook. felt like an ultimate nerd but nvm.

i was e first to go in out of e whole lot of ppl there. they were at e waiting area earlier than i was. ha so i appeared not as kiasu afterall. i was reading my book at some bench out in e open area before tt. okay e interview was quite crappish la. ask me wat i wanna do after i leave vj. go to a uni la. it's like so duh~ den they asked a lot of other qns. shall not elaborate or else tis entry will turn out to b super boring. e funniest qn was," how did u come up w ur email address?" i wanted to laugh n i felt so kiddy when i answered him!

hahaha went out w vanessa n evelyn after tt. we were supposed to meet at 11am but eve was late as usual. i dunno why, but everything associated to her turns out to be moving veri slowly, like e mrt. hahaha it was ages before she finally called to say tt she reached. heh.she ate mos while we crapped bout everything n attempted to dig out some stuff fr vanessa.ha but to no avial. told u so many things la squid! n u nv tell us anything. im disappointed=( hahha! eve had job interview so she left early. but before tt we took neoprints! nice~

i watched just like heaven!!!! it totally rocked my socks k. kept laughing throughout e whole movie. damn crappy but nice! haa although we were directly under e air con n i was freezing plus my bladder was bursting, but i still enjoyed it! HAHA=) muz catch it k.

im feeling kinda restless. hav been staying at home quite a lot this wk. hahaha. trying to catch up w all my hw while all my close frens r away for hol or attachments! hhahaha!

i hav an interview tmr at smu sch of accountancy for some advance placement module. i seriously dunno if i shld go for this module cos it'll take up my whole hol! n it also means tt i hafta study in dec. tt sounds bad, it doesnt appeal to me at all. ha i shall c how. not as if i can get thru e interview tmr.

glad's coming back tonight i think! HAHA but steph thinks tt she'll go out w her bf tmr so ya, no outing tmr. hahaha furthermore, my poor ah bu is so busy! so i doubt there'll be anymore si tuo shi outings tis hols.=( haha n steph's working at united sq! haha so maybe i shld meet up w glad one day n giv her a surprise. HAHA!

im reading my chi story book. aiyo all love stories, giving me goosebumps. no choice la, lao shi ask me to read tt for my report=(

ha when's my char coming back?!?! i miss her loads!

we (steph, mel n i!) were gaying n playing around at giant while pn n yuchen were busy gathering e stuff tt we need for e bbq. oopps! we're e slackers!!




my lovely a51 at e bbq. really had lotsa fun peeps!




my bday at marche=) so fun we luv to use e timer function in e cam! hahaha




wonders of mirrors and reflections! what a gay photo taken by bev.




while we were waiting for e bloody rain to stop.... look at our faces. hahaha im caught eating a nugget!

i was rotting away e whole weekend. oh man i feel so useless.

i woke up so late yest n today, half my day was gone. shit, im sleeping a lot lately! what's wrong?!?! okayy anw i cant believe it, but i went out for lunch w 6 aunties including mommy. my god. i dunno how they can find soooo much stuff to talk about. i was listening to em for 3 hours, i felt as if i was an aunty too. ahhhhh!!!! but their conversations were surprisingly quite interesting. opps. im transforming into an aunty. tt's bad! hahaha!

after tt, we rushed home n got ready for some cousin's wedding dinner at meritus mandarin. i hav no idea who e person getting married was, i juz went there to get myself stuffed w food. heh. e crap dinner only started at 9pm, i almost died of starvation. e whole thing ended at 11plus! so freaking late n by e time i got home, i was ready for bed!

had brunch at 11 plus in e morning today. then i wasted my time in front of e tv e whole day. how fruitful can my day be. sigh. better do some work tmr. im determined to finish ONE essay out of four lit essays. hahaha.

sigh no more taiwan trip for me cos mommy's got some medical app=( im sad! ha but there's still sri lanka! YAY. i cant wait!

class bbq on wed was miraculously fun! HAHAHA thanks to gladys. she's really e star man. u can really see e change in atmosphere before n after she came. she made all of us so high. ha. blow n howk were there too, our beloved teachers! n they act agreed to gay w us. took crap photos once again, nerdy ones, crazy ones n many more! yay, add on to our collection of gay photos! pearl ning, steph, gald n wini=si4 tuo2 shi3 (4 lumps of shit!) HAHAHA nice name for e 4 of us. we can really go crazy when we are together! it juz happened on my bday!hahah=)

ogl meeting yest. sigh i was kinda sad cos im not in e same grp w ash, bev or andy! wth. den put me in e 'V' grp somemore! i dun wan!!!!!! ha but luckily e peeps in my grp not tt bad la huh! quite fun ppl! like yue woon, kailing etc. really hope we'll work happily together! go go go!

hahaha i watched harry potter yest! NICE! but it's kinda sad cos cedric died n voldemort is scary k. aiyo make dan n i so scared. dan is so blur. owell. HAHA! e 2.5hrs passed by really quickly. sigh but every scene was so short, not as elaborate as e story book. quite disappointing but nvm! hahaha oh btw, harry's got muscles! but he's so fair=( hahha moaning myrtle is so cute!

had grape vine for lunch w steph today. my 3rd time in 2 wks. haha wanted to ask glad n pn along, but tt glad was cutting hair n pn was playing at her fren's house! maybe we can send glad off tmr at e airport! =)

i wanna do hw. pls lemme concentrate n focus. oh no but there's juz so much distraction!!!!!! ARGH e comp n tv n outings! char's gone having fun in swtizerland n it's my turn next wk in taiwan!

heh. happy bday to myself! hahaha im officially 17 today! yay like finally.

yummy mango cake. haha. NICE~

casmud celebrated my bday like 3 times already n i still havent turned 17 on e 3rd time. ha which was yesterday. really had fun. went to take neoprints once again. my treat. tt's e tradition. ha birthday girl/boy muz treat neoprints. e ps machine is nice! den we had marche for dinner. a really early one cos we wanted to catch exorcism of emily rose at 7pm. ok it was bev's FIRST time in marche. how ulu can she be. hahaha! we were so gay taking pictures of ourselves, n amusing ourselves w e mirrors. HAHAHA!

emily rose is quite scary but once agin i shut myself fr all e scary scenes. stupid sound effects. but luckily i din scream! andy n ash were also scared! HAHA lousy! but all e scary scenes were kinda predicted. owell e girl who played emily, i think she knows how to do gymnastics. look at e way her body bends la. pro. haaa.

went kbox w steph n glad today. sang crap songs w glad n did really gay stuff like standing on e chair n jumping arnd. glad ah, so hyper n gay, make steph n i laugh until tummy ache man. aiyo n steph is louya! dunno how to sing chi songs! n she claims tt im as lousy as her juz tt i hav jay's albums so i win her a little. HAHAHAH!! so funny to sing eng songs in kbox. it's juz weird!

yet another surprise for me today. my ah bu, pearlning told me she wasnt free n tt she couldnt join us for kbox today! BUT BUT BUT, at like 1plus, steph said she wanna go toilet n ta-da! she brought pn back fr her toilet trip! HAAAAA i was SHOCKED like once again. speechless but touched! haha!!! n each of em bought me a small cake, so i had THREE cakes! oh man! how sweet of em. their presents were cool too! some really sweet watermelon-flavour candle fr steph, pooh magnets n bubbles fr pn n a gay princess wand fr glad! HAAAAAA!!!!! rocks totally! i love u gays!!!!

after tt we went to take photos once again! at esplanade. we really embarrassed ourselves man! there was a grp of guys laughing at us! WTH! muz post em up when glad sends us!it's like my 2nd time out w pn! HAHAHA!!!!

i really enjoyed my 17th bday! it's like e best one ever w all my lovely frens!

class bbq tmr! yay!!!!!!!!

i hav been gg out w steph n gladys veri often recently. ha. thur n fri. my god. i was totally gayed by em. e 3 of us had tuition on thur n we wanted to go bugis to shop at first but glad's mom din allow her to go. ya so we went to kim choo (glad's mom's shop) for our lunch. NICE. i was really glad tt we went there cos i saw lotsa nice peranakan stuff. beading n kebaya n nice accessories. we were there for like how many hours. den we went over to grapevine for dessert but e ice cream havent arrive yet i think so we drank oreao frappe n some mango thing. veri filling n yummy. hahahaha grapevine is so romantic la. but e atmosphere was spoiled by our gayness. hahaha! stupid glad talk so loudly n we had a discovery bout u-know-who. hahaha!pity me k. i shld b e one who's traumatised.

haahah! went to bugis w steph. shop n shop n shop until i was veri hungry. so we decided to sit n chit chat at coffee bean. we did something really mean. oh well. waited for glad to come n she finally arrived at like 5plus. haaaa both of em are ultimate w what they did k. HAAAAA i wanna laugh. but it was useless. steph n i bought 'ding qing xing wu' for e four of us (steph, me, glad n pn). DAMN gayyyyy. aiyoi cant stand it. HAHAHA!

ha had sleepover at my house w casmud minus ash cos he was sick. played mahjong! andy n bev were brushing up my skills, or maybe i shld say teaching me cos i was really blur. HA! char came over too. den we ate at ljs once again at tamp n we walked home! 1 hr 15 min w e strolling pace. kinda scary act cos andy was telling us something spooky n e flyover area had lotsa bushes. HAHAHA. we KO quite early. like 3am? watched 2movies. corpse bride n san ge hao ren. hahaha. really fun. muz hav another one w ash! HA.

sorry ping for neglecting u! :) go out w u soon ya.

andy & wini & bev with e nice bag n head band which makes me look like barney!




casmud in charlene's house celebrating my bday!

im so touched. really really touched. thanks casmud(:

ha i went to char's house n she fed jing n i w lotsa food! fried rice, jap chicken, honey w lemon, campbell soup n crackers! hahaha eat until we wanna grow fat n die! after tt we went to char's mommy's room to 'ba gua' in frenster n helped charlene chat w her frens on msn! hahahah damn funny! jing n char kept bullying me la. juz cos i cant cook.

while jing n i were talking to aijia on msn, someone suddenly knocked e door. i thot char's maid, siti wanna come in n sweep floor or something. haha! den when e door opened, someone was singing "happy bday" song! hahha! i act thot it was char's brother! haaaaaa but it was CASMUD!!!! AHHHHH i was soooooo shocked. i really couldnt believe it. what a SURPRISE lor. n charlene tan pretended tt nothing was gonna happen when she was w me. what a gd actress huh. yes siti gt a fright when she saw ash, rite bev? HAHAHA it was really fun!!! HAAAAA!! a picture speaks a thousand words. i shall post one of our pics later. they bought me a nice bag n a gay pink hairband! i am so honored to b e first casmud member who receives a whole cake! heh(: cool.had lotsa fun gaying w one another!

sorry jing n char if i neglected you guys! haha!

den casmud went my house to play! we played some board game called "hotel". ahahaha den stupid ash keep insisting tt i snatched his grand away. ha okie i dun think u all will noe what we're talking bout. nvm. hahaha went 85 mkt for dinner also! damn full man.

thanks casmud!!!!! n charlene!!!! i am so happy!

say,"it's over! it's over!"

hahah yes pw is over. im done n over w it!!!! yay! op yest was quite well done for my grp cos we were w another 2 grps fr s6. ha i shall stop commenting on their performance. later we end up doing worse than em. but seriously i think a51's performance was quite gd la. we're e elites alright. self-praise. heh. arts classes are still e best afterall!!!!!! guess we're much more formal during our presentation. sigh but i think i kinda screwed up my q&a a little. hopefully she noes what im talking bout!

my pw grp is so united! we were like e only grp in our class tt had a pw grp outing after OP! yay! glad brought us to kiliney road to eat gd food n glutinous rice balls. she even brought us to lee wei song's music sch. haahahaha cant believe it she act went there for lessons before. how gay can she be. yay den it was neoprint time! took twice! hahhaha how lovely were e photos man. glad n seetal r really girly girls man. they go to shops tt bev n i will nv step into if we're shopping, like e shop tt had e funny video of poking ur eye to hav double eyelid at heeren.haaa! n they really take their own sweet time to shop la. make bev n i so bored n our noses felt so itchy thanks to all e perfume. ha we shld hav gone over to nike gal! poor xq had to follow us all arnd. hahah!

yay class bbq next wed! how exciting! first ever a51 class bbq! n i think we're gonna invite e teachers too. ha pn is e overall i/c! so efficient! so proud of my ah bu. hahaha got all e tasks allocated in less than half an hr. n they bully me! ask me to bring so many things. what cooler, rubbish bag n skewers! then i hafta lug everything there!!!! hahaha (:

celebrated dan's bday yest too! hahaha she was like super late when she's e star of e day!we were almost done w e food when she came. haaaa cartel really made me full n bloated. den we went to chit chat at bk n waste our time away.... crapped so much but it was really fun!

im gg to char's house soon to crap n pig ourselves out w korean noodles n all e food that she's gonna prepare for us. yay!

cheers!

im fine already. my foot.

how can i be fine when my OP is tmr.

my god. im starting to feel nervous! but im pleased to know tt my grp is e first to present. hahaha. wish me luck tmr tt i wont get accessors who speak or ask qns like domch cos i'll juz faint on e spot. hopefully im only being asked once n tt they wont ask me anything bout xq's speech cos i noe nuts bout his.

im so dead la. still trying hard to memorize my script! AH!!! save me.

im sorry. i dun like to be found ranting on my blog. but i dun hav a choice. it's e only thing i can confide to, other than jing, who totally agrees w how i feel. guess we're on e same boat, tt's why. ha but i shall not bother her. every other person thinks im juz being paranoid n selfish or maybe jealous. owell maybe i really am, but u cant blame me for tt!

mommy talked to me bout him last nite, which totally dampened my mood. she asked me why am i treating him like tt n e reason for not liking him. well i ignored her n closed my eyes. cos i noe tt if i start 'complaining', i'll cry. n i dun wan tt to happen anw. so i'd rather shut up. since u're fine w him n whatever they're doing, i dun think i hav any say after all. what's e pt anw.

sometimes it isnt entirely his fault. maybe QQ is e one who wants it tt way. i noe she has projects n all n she's really busy w her workload. owell, but when she has a teeny weeny bit of time, she'd rather spent it w him. she hardly dines w us now. it's always ian ian ian n more ian. whenever she's w us, she'll appear to be so worn out n tired. she'll juz lock herself in her room n slp, n not even bother bout us. since u're so tired, go out less often la. when u complain n throw tantrums at us cos u hav something due e nxt day n e freaking comp cant work, i really wanna help. but i dun c e pt. it's ur fault for not doing ur work earlier but going out w ian. i think i sound really childish here. heh but who cares.

n excuse me, our house is not a hotel okay. during weekends, u'll disappear e whole day n nite n come home sooooooo freaking late juz to sleep. owell i think we're non-existant in ur life now. u explained tt both of u hardly meet up for e rest of e wk, tt's why u're out w him till so late during wkends. den what bout ur family? u hardly spend time w us too what. ur explanation doesnt make sense n is illogical if u still hav us in ur heart.

pls, stop talking bout him in front of me. e mention of his name irks me n makes me feel like rolling my eyes. i juz dun say it to avoid quarelling w u in e LIMITED amt of time u hav w us.

u make me tear when i think bout e amt of time u spent w us. not once, but many times. i ADMIT k. im jealous of ian, tt he gets to spend so much of ur time. but dun u think im juz feeling how every other person close to u would feel. maybe im wrong. maybe e prob juz lies w me. sometimes i wish we werent tt close. sigh. i juz hope u'll spend more time w us.

if anyhow, e relationship btw QQ n i weakens, it's your fault n im nv ever gonna forgive u.

im sorry if i sound harsh or ridiculous in this entry. u all dun hav to bother bout me. im juz feeling pissed. but seriously, i feel much better now tt i've vent my anger n unhappiness.

HA! what a fun n gay day! met jing n char super early today. like 10am! ha n i was late. for 5 min only k! hahahah!

we reached suntec at 10plus n kbox wasnt open yet. owell so we went to e ts cd shop. it's a lousy shop, no english cds AT ALL. louya. ha! den finally kbox opened. had klunch till 2pm. it was really cheap. like 6 bucks! although e food n lemon tea kinda sucked! hahaha. yay sang sooooo many of my jay's songs! rocks totally! they din chase us away until like 240pm. hahaha.

hmmm den we went toys r us to look for jing's fake food. but too bad cant find any! ha ate kenny roger's side dishes too n tt stupid char pulled us to spotlight at ps to buy things for MY present. i think la. tt was what jing thot too. hahaha gay. met sheila near bread talk n she told us something tt totally freaked me out, even more than before. my god. yes, i'll heed your warning n be careful! hahaha den stupid jing n char keep making fun of me n some totally UNTRUE rumors. stop HAUNTING me charlene tan!

ok ok im gonna work hard for my op tmr after slacking so much today. better do my i&r asap man n memorize my script! so tt i can go out to celebrate dan's bday!yay!

happy deeparaya ppl!
it's OUR day today:)
the 2nd day of every month!
happy 4 months, my twin shit!

ha i love holidays cos i can go out! HAHA not tt i dun go out when there's sch. but it's fun to see more ppl arnd. oh whatever. crapping again.

yest was deepavali. we went on a shopping spree! yay. haha! my new esprit jacket rocks my socks man! hahha! it's really cool! glad tt i din buy e pink one haha if not dan will say i've become so girly. when she saw my pink bag, she shrieked,"WINI u're so girly now! e nxt thing i noe u're gonna hav long hair!" hahaha yeah rite. anw e pink one gets dirty so easily n knowing how clumsy n messy i am, i think i'll juz leave my jacket lying arnd on e dirty tables in sch n within a day, it'll turn black. ok exaggeration. nvm heh.

after tt we went to buy JAY's November's Chopin! how exciting! yay e person at e cashier gave me jay's poster although i din pre-order! yay yay yay! arent u jealous, shit? he din giv u! hahahaha! im telling u, e album's gotten me all mesmerized. jay, u're really e modern chopin:) better than shit. hahaha pls pls pls go get your hands on e album now n listen!!!!!!

i was feeling a little spooked when i was at cine yest. ha cos someone juz fell to death there a few days ago. i was juz being panaroid. hahaha.

pw was e same today. nothing much la, it's getting boring after all e dry runs. den had v.actors. they were discussing bout syf script. but i din contribute anything! ahahaha im a useless member la. i was juz looking forward to gg out although it's juz parkway! hahaha! yay. i better stop gg out man. muz concentrate n do more homework! hahahaha~~~~~

this really brightened up my already happy day.
"Please don't throw your cigarette ends on the floor, the cockroaches are getting cancer!"
hahahahaa! i couldn't help it but burst out into laughter when I read it! HAHAHA! Laugh until my stomach ache man. hahaha.

cool strawberry key ring! it's nice. im hanging it on my wallet! yay.