i'm gettin restless

i'm totally losing interest in tis blogging business!! i juz feel tt tis is boring.. okay but i'm still doin it..juz less often n less regularly..wahahaha..

i dunno wad to blog about now.. let me BRAINSTORM... *pls wait*

okay i've thought bout something to write abt..2things in fact.. or 3 or 4 or.. ooh my brain juices r workin again!!

i'm finally done w e PAE thingy.. FINALLY. n i only filled up 10 out of my 12 choices, of which i think e last 5 choices r kinda redundant.cos i chose Arts stream for first 5 n Science stream for last 5... ahahaha funny huh? but i liked it tt way.

i wan VJC Arts! tryin to fit into e bimbotic environment e arts stream has.bare ur lungs out by screaming cheers singin "na na na na.." wahahaha..

VJC,TJC,ACJC,SAJC,MJC (tt's my choice. arts stream followed by sci stream)

everyone's steering away fr VJC out of a sudden.i dunno y,no one seems to b goin there xcept for charlene,guidan n i,not takin into account those china scholars n ppl tt i loathe like________. i think tis is funny.is VJ really tt bad a choice tt everyone seems to b headin for TJC instead?? who cares? i still luv it!

my aunt n her family fr msia r in town for a couple of days.all i can say is Jiawen is soooo adorable!she's my 3-n-a-half yr old cousin n she loves me a lot!(wahaha i'm self-praising!)but it's true k..she sticks to me like super glue muahahaha.. her 5 yr old elder bro Jiarong is a smart n talented kid.he draws really well n his writing is beautiful for his age! most knowledgeable kid i've ever seen though a little quiet n shy.

my zhaowei's got a new album n i wanna get it now!really excited to c her new image n voice!

Grad nite's a few days away. am i excited? a little maybe.not as excited as i was when e whole grad nite thingy was first announced in march.i went to buy my dress immediately tt weekend!wahaha imagine how paranoid i was.

i think i'm more excited to c my QQ again! in less than a wk,i'll b able to c her again! yay!

whoa long entry yea? i luv my brain juices today cos they're finally working!

'o' levels r over!!!!!

ooh.... it's been ages since i last updated my blog... blame it on e freakin olevels... wahahaha anyway i'm back again!!!

cant believe it.. olevels r finally over!! REJOICE!!! hahaha yay!! no more books for me for a month!! after almost 6months of mugging n brain cells-killin activies, it's finally time for us to rest!

i'm currently on a MAIA fever... ooh or maybe i shld say TYRESE fever.. tyrese is maia's two-and-a-half yr old toddler... he's soooo cute!! "most famous kid in spore", tt's wad zhanting n i branded him as.. haha sounds cool.. we shld request for hp wallpapers n screensavers of tyrese..

e cool thing is, maia replied zt's fan mail!!! oh man can u ever imagine urself receiving a reply email fr ur idol?? n it's definitely not those kinda mass emails whereby e idols reply similar emails to all their fans who wrote to em.. i bet every email maia replied to her fans is unique n personal... haha zt muz b overjoyed!! i'm happy for him too haha..rocks man! visit zt's blog for a glimpse of e reply email! go go go!!

n i juz had my ears pierced, hair trimmed n dyed yesterday!! okay but i think e color's too bright.. it looks like golden-brown or wadeva.. cant really describe.. but it's definitely too obvious to go to sch on wed like tt! so i've bought a temporary hair dye to dye my hair black again on wed.. juz in case e poodle catches me n forbids me to take my log-in id for e JC thingy.. haha i noe it sounds stupid but i've got no choice!! heee...

last but not least, a MASERATI COUPE!!!! great yeah?? 

Ferrari Spider?? tis is nice too... 

how bout a LUMBORGHINI?? tis is SO COOL!! 

whoa! look at tis alfa romeo!! i luv it!! so beautiful n sleek!! 

a supposedly free day for me....!!

hee.. it's a free day for me today!! hafta take a SHORT break fr all e studyin n since e 'most brain-torturin/killing' subject, c-lit, is finally over, i guess it's time for tis miserably short break, yea??

i had a chat w lee lao shi on msn this morning..she was askin me bout e c-lit paper n i was complaining all e way to her...
okay even llq thinks tt e paper is harder than e one we had for our prelims..
BUT so WHAT!!???
sigh.. i bet those PRC scholars think otherwise..
they look so damn confident after e paper yesterday n had wide smiles spreading across their freakin faces...boo!

tis was what seeman n i were guessing bout their conversation after they came out of the hall---
PRC scholar1: zhe4 fen4 juan4 zi4 hao3 rong2 yi4 ah!
PRC scholar2: dui4 ah! ying1 gai1 ke1 yi3 kao3 de bi3 nian2 zhong1 kao3 shi4 de geng4 hao3 ba4!
PRC scholar3: shi4 ah! jian3 zhi2 tai4 rong2 yi4 le!
PRC scholar1: gai1 hui2 su4 she4 qu1 le! wo3 hai2 yao4 du2 sheng1 wu4 ne!
(note: e above conversation is spoken w a strong china accent)

funny huh?? how these life-less creatures came all e way fr china to spore juz to snatch our limited A1s... juz cant stand e sight of em.. boo hoo!! go away.. go back to ur china homeland!!

lee lao shi said tt she's gonna mark c-lit papers tmr!! how exciting!! oh man how i wish she'll mark my paper, or maybe ik ching, it would be even better!!
what if my paper gets into e hands of some teachers like tt freakin peng zhi??!! OH NO!! den i'll die.. :( *keepin my fingers,toes n hair cross*

wadeva it is... gotta n betta work hard for e remaining papers!! GO GO GO!!!

in e midst of freakin olevels..

whoa long time since i've last blogged... anyway months of pure torture to my poor n exhausted brain by flooding it w all e useless n stupid analysis of poems,stories n plays hav finally come to an end!!! REJOICE!! no more clit for the rest of my life!!

juz had emaths2 n clit olevels today...emaths was quite okay juz for a few careless mistakes n i really hope tt tis wun affect my grade for it or i'll commit suicide..

i've been really depressed today after my clit paper.. i dun c any more hope in it.. an 'A' for it seems like it's no longer possible..
how bout a 'B'?? hmm i'm not too sure...
'C'?? i dun wanna think bout it anymore.... tis is makin me upset..

e qns for clit paper today were so NOT straight-forward which makes us use our brain juice to think for e ans.. tis is kinda possible if we're given 3hrs but hey e paper's only 2hrs!! so there's really insufficient time to think much.. juz had to write wadeva tt comes to ur mind.. tis makes me feel tt my ans r all so incomplete..

sigh..end of 'c-lit days' life was supposed to b something worth celebratin for.. i was sooo sooo sooo looking forward to tis moment but now tt it has arrived, how i wish it's still sunday nite now...

why? why? why?
e aftermath of e c-lit paper led me to realise tt i've seemed to hav screwed up all my other subjects too.. tis is bad cos i'm losin confidence.. i'm really scared... wad if i cant even get a single 'A'?? OH NO!!!!!!!!!!! help me!!

better stop thinking bout c-lit.. it's not 'healthy' n it doesnt help anymore cos it's already over.. but i still cant seem to get over it... alright maybe after a gd night's sleep, i'll be able to start a NEW life tmr... i swear i will work hard for chem, e.geog, amaths n hopefully physics..