YaY!!!

haha my hair looks much better now after a few days n w e help of a little lotion.. yay!! feel so much better n relaxed today cos i finally had my HCL,emaths,amaths,physics n english tests these 2 days.. wow e no of tests tt i hav is really scary..but not for now as there's only one amaths test left on fri!!! yay!! cheers!!!

QQ dun worry bout me k??? i already told mummy everything so there's not much probs now.. yay!! jux little interruptions sometimes but i dun care anymore rite?? haha guess wad?? i ate Gelare today!!!! are u jealous?? do they hav tis in sweden??? muahahaha who ask u to go norway for hol.. boo!!! so no good food for u!!! muahaha.. studying in sweden like veri easy rite?? seems like u're always havin holidays... heeeeee..... :)

Another piece of gd news for me... tmr's gonna b my last piano lesson before 'o'levels!!! yay!! finally.. but i'll still hav to go back after tt.. sigh.. nvm i muz strive for tt Grade8 certificate..yea?

NO MORE DEPRESSED N SAD DAYS FOR ME!!! YAY!!

PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!

i jux had my hair cut today n i think i look horrible now.. my hair n even my fringe is so damn short now.. can u imagine a black cabbage?? well, tt's how my hair looks like now.. sobsob..

i really feel like dyin now.. really.. i dunno if i can survive thru e olevels w these ppl interruptin my peaceful life... not cos of e stress fr olevels, but em..... maybe someday i cant take it anymore n i'll jux die..jux like tt or i'll jump off e building.. if he doesnt stop tis or if he doesnt leave, den i'll b e one to leave.. say gdbye to me.. anyway i dun take bribes n i dun care bout ur choco puffs..u can make me a room filled w choco puffs n stuff but i wun buy tt!! i'll nv ever let u hav ur way!!! GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm pissed off now n i dun feel like blogging anymore now.. totally not in e mood to do so.. sorry...

i Luv invEntIonS!!

yay yesterday i saw QQ online thru e webcam.. tis is so fun!!! den we did so many freaky actions to each other.. n she showed me e spongebob metal jewellery box tt she bought for me!! it is so nice n adorable!!! seeman will b jealous.. hahahaha.. i luv e person who invented tis 'toy'!! so sad nv c QQ online today though..haha anyway i'm gonna cut my hair tmr.. it's growing uncontrollably jux like cowgrass..hehe.. oh ya, n i also received QQ's postcard fr sweden today!!

guess wad.. mr tam emailed me fr australia jux now!! our beloved mr tam.. miss him so much.. hidaya's lame jokes can nv beat his.. haha 'best physics teacher award' definitely belongs to him!!

~ Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me ~
" extract fr ashlee simpson's "SHADOW" "
.... sounds kinda sad n depressing yeah?? livin in someone else's shadow..meaningful lyrics though, n melodious melody..great pleasure listenin tis song.. get it today!!

sHuDDerS

AHHH!!! such a stressful day for me today.. there was chemistry test early in e morning, followed by amaths test.. totally exhausted after tt.. den e scariest thing of e day arrived.. it was 'O' Level Eng Oral!! dunno how did i do..everything seemed fine except for e 2nd conversation part.. dun really noe how to ans e qn so jux said something.. a bit crappy.. e whole oral exam was on salons, hairdressing n hair stuff.. anyway i was e 2nd last person n i waited for such a long time for my turn tt i started to feel nervous.. argh..

yay QQ said she bought me a spongebob metal box n lotsa biscuits!!! so excited.. cant wait for dec to come so tt i can go over to sweden n eat em up!! yippy!!!

O U C H ! !

today is such an unlucky day for me, with all e upcomin tests n all.. so stressed up n e stupid chen yi qing still wanna hav 2 C-LIT tests nxt wk.. i think he wans us dead..

kk i jux completed my 2.4km run for NAPFA test.. i was no39 but i still dunno wad's my timing.. haha it was so damn tiring tt seeman's n my legs were jelly-like after e run.. haha our faces were like filled w boiling blood.. so freakingly red!!k i bet my whole body will ache tmr n guess wad, it'll be compo enrichment class again tmr!!oh no!! but finally it's gonna be e last lesson.. yay!!

something veri scary happened to me jux now in sch during 2nd recess.. i actualli thought tt i was goin to die!! i was at e canteen lavatory w seeman while zhanting went to but his food.. den i was locked in e cubicle cos e lock was stuck n i couldnt twist it open.. so i shouted for help,"seeman!! i'm stuck!! save me!!" den i was meddling w e lock when sm gave e door a hard kick n there goes my poor thumb!!i got clipped in between e gap in e lock! ouch!! but i thought it was jux goin to be a bruise or something, so after washin my hands, we went to buy food.. but e pain was overwhelming n i finally realised tt it was bleeding.. so i went back to e restroom to get some tissue to wipe off e fresh blood.. but suddenly i felt giddy, den my vision became blurred..i stood there,in front of e toilet, not knowin wad to do.. den e situation got worse.there was a buzzing sound in my ears n e sounds in e surrounding became so soft, even softer than a whisper.. i decided to walk back to e canteen table for help where sm n zt were.. but my vision was blurred.. everyone seemed like they were made up of dots.. but thanks to sm's big head, i figured my way back to e table after spotting her outline.. i told em wad happened n den they started talking to me.. finally, their voices seem to grow louder n my hearing was back to normal..wheew!! tt was definitely my worse experience.. i was so afraid tt i'd faint, glad i didnt..sm apologized but well it wasnt her fault anyway cos she did tt jux to get me out of e cubicle.. so i shld thank her instead.. haha

when we were back in class, i showed vanessa my poor thumb n i told her my whole exp.. she said she thinks i've got internal bleeding n tt i was in a shock jux now when i couldnt c n hear..of course she's in st john's so i believed her.. after washin e wound, qinzhi gave me a plaster to cover it up..vanessa said tis wont help it recover but it is to prevent me fr knocking my poor thumb against any other things again..haha i was so paranoid over my thumb tt i had a headache n tt stupid vanessa said tt i'm becomin senile.. wad's tis?!?how can she asy tt to her patient?? haha zhiheng says i'm senile too after hearing wad happened.. haha now i'm typing at a rate even slower than my usual rate cos of my injured thumb.. sob sob..ouch..

U mAkE mE wanNA LaLA........

hee lotsa new songs out recently.. firstly jay chou's new album "qi li xiang".. quite a nice one..think e songs rox especially tracks 2 to 4..kk nxt on e list shall be ashlee simpson..jessica simpson's dear sis.. 'pieces of me','autobiography' n 'shadow'.. cool songs man..'lala' is another song by ashlee n she sounds like she demands sex..haha but it's great too..

today during gym,something was wrong w me..i started running on e treadmill for less den 5min n i started havin stitch..funny..dun understand why.. anyway mon's 2.4km run!! argh..

after gym, i went to some show put up by jiali's church at suntec.it's called 'spook show'.. before e show started, e atmosphere was so scary.. charlene n i were frightened by ppl in e hall who played ghosts.. n we screaMed!!we didnt noe their existance until one of em stood right in front of us.. she was all white!! but e whole play wasnt tt scary after all except e ending part..after tt, we went for dinner n we had such a hard time finding a place to dine in.. i wanna eat nydc but they didnt wan to so we ended up in cartel.. we had to wait for an hr if we wanna sit indoors cos there were 11 of us i think(me,charlene,jiali,ser,kah,weiwei,zhiheng,binglong,pangker n 2 more guys tt i dunno).. so we chose to sit outdoors, thinking there'll b fresh air.. but some freaky person beside us was smoking n i felt my nose being stuffed..haha.. i realli enjoyed e dinner..it was soooo fun!!i ate chicken n mushroom marcoroni but i think i wasted e food cos i left all e mushroom uneaten..haha

Fun n MeMoRaBle WeekEnd..

haha time for me to update my blog again..let's start fr fri.. fri was ndp in sch n sec4 guides had to accompany some old folks fr chai chee community centre i think.. char n i accompnied one old lady n she was so cute, telling us tt she woke up veri early tt morning, afraid tt e bus will leave w/o her.. haha i think e old folks were all bored by mr wang's freakingly long speech..

on sat, it was gym time for mummy n me.. it was so tiring n after gym, we ate yummy food at e poolside cafe.. milky fish head noodle n satay.. Yummy!! on sun we went to sentosa n had lotsa fun although it was only for a few hrs.. den char msged me to ask if i wanna go n c fireworks at marina bay w her.. k so i went.. it was so fun n e fireworks realli rox.. so nice n pretty..pop pop pop.. jing, ser n lee ate cartel while char n i onli drank peach fuzz.. nice drink, as gd as spider drink..stupid staff at marina bay didnt wanna let us into e concert unless we bought some ugly lookin tshirt tt cost 18bucks.. totally a waste of money anyway i'm not interested in seeing 5566 n R&B sing n do their gay dances.. char n i actually peeped thru e banners n saw R&B holding hoola hoops n dancing.. yucks.. bought jay chou's new album at e booths set up at e carnival..realli enjoyed myself n i reached home at arnd 11 plus!! e network was so busy tt day tt i cant call anybody, not even able to send sms.. we lost jing while our way thru esplanade n we had a hard time tryin to find her.. haha n we cant get her cos of e busy network..

'saw tis pic in an email.. both e dog n e little kid r equally cute!!' 

LonG weEkeNd!!

yay geog test is finally over!! i'm so glad.. there's gonna be a long weekend for all of us!! 5 days of hols cos of national day.. however there's tons of hw to be done... =( we got our prelims time table today.. tis is so devastating.. we hav to go to sch everyday for prelims n e worst thing is tt c-lit exam is on e same day as emath pp1!! oh man i think i'm gonna die.. haha muz start to work realli realli hard now..

i didnt do well for my ss common test n i'm so worried for my 'o' levels.. rmb, ATBQ('Ans The Bloody Qn' , some quote by ms chan)!! k now i'll always rmb to relate to e qn everytime i ans a qn.. time to do more practices fr ss survival guide!! today, stephanie brought a spongebob autograph bk to sch n when seeman n i saw it, we were so excited!! it's realli cute, w legs whereby u can fold em.. so bright, lively, n cheerful!! how i wish there's one w patrick.. it'll b great if there's one!! sm n i realli love spongebob n patrick!!haha..

oh no i'll hafta wake up early tmr!! 655am, cos i'll hafta reach sch by 715am for some project sphere thingy.. dun even noe wad i'm supposed to do.. accompany n talk to some elderly, i guess.. time for hw now so cya!!

QQ reached SweDen alreaDy..

yay i feel much better today but still a little sad.. feels a bit funny n not used to e fact tt no one is here to freak me out or disturb me.. nvm tis means i can freak mummy out even more haha.. my eyes were a little swollen tis mornin fr e cryin last nite but it got better later..QQ reached sweden at arnd 130pm today n she msged me..haha

i dropped my pencil durin phy prac today.. e wind blew it n it rolled down e table n it doesnt seem to work anymore!! i guess some screw came off.. i'm so sad.. it's quite a new pencil n i luv it..

oops ive got so much stuff to do tmr.. i've got piano, n i still hafta study for my amath n geog test on thu.. so stressed up.. aiyo i cant stand tis man!!!! argh..........time for chi compo bye...

QQ left for SweDen todAy..

it's a sad day today.. i dunno why i jux feel so sad n my heart aches whenever i think bout QQ leavin for sweden.. today, aft sch, QQ brought ping n i to TM to check out some stuff at starhub.. when we reached home n while i was doin my emath prac for tmr's test, QQ walked over n she was crying.. she told me to take gd care of myself n to listen to mummy when she's away at sweden.. i cried too.. i dun wan her to go..

after dinner, we went to e airport to send QQ off.. ping gave her a me-to-you teddy bear n QQ told me to take gd care of it.. of course i will..it's so cute, it even has a story bk arnd its neck.. haha.. so many of QQ's frens came to send her off (u-noe-who aka square-face was e 1st to arrive even b4 we did) haha.. at first everything was fine.. everyone was happily talkin n i was enjoyin e mentos ping brought.. then, when it was time for QQ to go in n when we hugged, i jux cant help it but let my tears flow..i cant bear to c QQ leave.. i wish she could stay here w me.. but she had to go.. then, i tried to control my tears.. i dun wan all of us to end up crying..

bye QQ!! dun worry bout me.. i'll listen to u n take gd care of myself n listen to mummy.. i promise i'll work hard for my 'o' levels.. c u thru webcam soon.. goody nitey..

Oh nO!!

haha it's sunday again!! did nothin much today though.. e comin wk will be a hectic one once again.. c-lit, emath, geog n amath tests comin up!! n furthermore there is tis stupid chi compo class tt we hav to attend.. it's so damn boring n e teacher is totally out of point(OOP)!! i dun c what has anything she taught gotta do w helpin us in our chi compo writin.. guess i wasted my 15bucks on it.. n i still hav to write 3compos for tis course.. wad a torture!!

QQ will be leavin tmr n i jux saw her packin her luggage.. oh man it's so full n heavy(28kg?!!).. n her luggage is so fat n big.. guess u can squeeze e whole of me in it.. haha kk time to go off now.. bye folks!!